Massive Energy Shift – Hold on

I feel like I should pass on some information that has come to me in various forms. The reason that I am sharing it is because I feel it within myself and I see it happening all around me.

We just landed in a downward energy shift for the whole planet. It is a drop in the energy wavelength that courses through all of us. But there is a purpose for it.

When you feel the most despair is when your true colors show. How you react and who you turn to matters.

I suggest turning to God at this time.

For those of you who don’t believe, please don’t take offense. I am sharing what I believe to be true. I would ask for you to search yourself and meditate or pray on this to discern my, or anyone’s messages, ever.

I pray people do turn to Him and that they don’t turn to suicide, drugs, alcohol or isolation.

This is going to be a true test of resolve.

Please hang in there because I believe that the other side of this energy wave is going to be worth sticking it out.

Love and light to you all.


I gave up today


I gave up today
I got down on my knees and prayed
I asked God to take the pain away
I asked if i could die because i can’t go on living this way
He lifted my chin way up to the sky
And i saw his perfect face for the very first time
My heart finally knew true love and he elevated and enlightened my mind –
“But what if there is still pain” i asked, “and what if there is sorrow?”
“Then you shed your tears today,” He said, “and you laugh and smile tomorrow”
Where there is pain there is knowledge and where there’s knowledge there is power
So hold your broken head and heart up High and to the darkness never cower
Life is full of lessons – there are so many to be learned
Don’t be shy – don’t sit it out – stand up and take your turn
Sometimes you will fall and sometimes you will fail
But that’s just another lesson learned on life’s beautiful winding trail
I gave up today…
But He didn’t let it play out that way…
Thank you God. Amen

Shout Out to Parents of the Suffering Children


My youngest son, who is 19, is suffering. I cannot tell you how much that makes me, as his mother, suffer. Sitting behind the cop cars along the side of the freeway last night as my husband went to see my son who had just jumped out of his girlfriends moving vehicle on the freeway going upwards of 70 mph… I think I legitimately had a heart attack.

Whenever the phone rings I  hesitate for just one moment – knowing that it could be a “good” day or a “bad” day. Either way, it will be like that of a roller coaster and I fear I won’t have the correct answers therefore sending him into a downward spiral. I love my son, just like I love all my children and grandchildren, more than anything that has ever loved anything… so how do I put the power of love to use and save him? I wrap my loving arms around him literally and figuratively as often as I can. I also reassure him as often as possible, listen when he wants to share and offer advice when I feel he’s open to it.

My husband and I have had a rocky relationship in the past but for the past 6 months or so it’s been probably the best it’s ever been. However, I feel that wedge coming between us – that wedge that starts building every time we disagree about something, usually child related. We are extremely different types of parents, but regardless of the difference in our parenting styles, I feel that the amount of love we have for our children is equal in my eyes. I want so badly to save my son. I honestly want to save my marriage. I gave up on saving the world. Is there anything that I can save?

Reaching out to other humans in these matters is such a touchy situation. You never know if people can handle the information until it’s too late. Last week when my son cut his arm deeply 3 times from wrist to elbow with a kitchen knife in front of his dad and me and his injuries were so severe that the police “pink slip”ped him (Police request to hold a patient under professional care for a certain number of hours or until released by a licensed professional), I hesitated telling anyone. And what good does it truly do anyways? I get sick to my stomach with all of the emotions that these situations invoke in others. God forbid if they have dealt with something like it in the past and they have to relive it. And it leaves people in a sticky situation on how best to respond as well. I mean… is there really any protocol on how best to respond to a situation like that?

At this point I consider myself somewhat of an energy worker and healer and I will tell you there is nothing on this earth that I have tried whether holistic or western that has truly helped me in this situation. The only solace I take is in knowing in my heart where people go when they leave this earth and knowing that if anything takes anyone that I love away from me prematurely for any reason, that they will be with me in spirit and I will meet them across the veil when my time comes.

But enough about that. Please God hear my cries when I ask you to let me keep him a while longer. Silence the darkness in his mind and help heal his heart and instill within him the absolute knowledge of the unconditional love and the compassion that I feel for him – that you feel for all of us and let him know just how much he means to the world… and to me.

Or is it pure selfishness trying to keep someone here that expresses the desire to leave?? I’m going to answer no because I still think that I can convince him that life is worth living. And maybe he will hear me this time. And I won’t get another phone call that feels as if my heart has been shattered into a million tiny pieces…

Please just let me keep him.