Purpose – Seeking answers, finding questions

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I’m still processing my experiences from this last week at the Kryon, Monument Valley Tour, and they were great, no doubt. However, for the most part I’m left with more questions than answers. And that seems to be the norm anymore. I go out seeking answers which I do not find. I do find way more questions.

I guess I should recognize by now that there are no answers, only choices. And there are no right or wrong choices – there is only the one you choose. And regardless of the outcome – it was exactly what you needed to experience at the time. Whether that be failure, success or otherwise.

I just keep waiting for an “A-ha” moment that honestly may never come. I thought if I would have had one anywhere, though, that it would be while I was among other people seeking higher vibrational existences. Now that I think about it further, if I did have one it would probably be somewhere way more random, like in the grocery store or something. And since I no longer go to the grocery store, I order on-line and they deliver, I’m probably the one keeping myself from having that moment.

Or maybe it truly never will. All I know is that I’ve had this awakening thing happen to me and it seemed so unique and amazing at the time and now my brain doesn’t even function the way that it used to. I can barely handle one task let alone multi-task, and that used to be my forte.

One great thing that did happen was that Lee ended up talking to a guy who was also a construction business owner who had awakened and had quite a unique experience himself and shared that with Lee.

Validation that I am not alone or nearly as crazy as I, and everyone else, thought is honestly priceless. It also poses more questions. If what I’ve gone through is real and other people are experiencing it, too… then, what now?

…to be continued… at an undetermined time.

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“Enjoy the show.” “You, too.”

I am gearing up to go to Monument Valley this next week. Kryon, one of my biggest mentors, will be there along with about 80 other people. I literally cannot wait for all of the stupid things I’m about to say and do.

I am beyond awkward. My spiritual awakening hasn’t helped this, it may have actually contributed to it highly.

I am one of those people that go to the movies and when the ticket taker says “Enjoy the show.” My response is “You, too.” Now obviously I know that he is probably not grabbing popcorn and joining us for the movie, so why is that my response?

I literally cannot leave the house without an “incident” with another human. I always say the wrong thing or do the wrong thing. I guess that’s my “thing.” I don’t know why Lee or anyone continues to go out with me in public. It’s a train wreck situation, I guess, and they just can’t look away.

Before I go anywhere or before anyone comes over to my house I mentally try and prepare myself for it by clearing my aura and deep breathing to relax. I envision myself being this calm, peaceful, quiet, intelligent being. Then people show up.

The harder I try not to trip myself up- the harder I fall. Every. Single. Time.

If anyone has advice or just needs a laugh and wants me to keep track of my amazingly awkward moments during the trip, please let me know. Then at least they won’t be for nothing.

 
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