Sound the alarm

It is imprinted in my brain that if I see the enemy coming and don’t sound the alarm to warn the others, than I am no better than the enemy.

I receive a lot of messages. It is a very interesting process that starts with what seems to be a thought planted in my head. I always recognize it as something foreign and then I usually write it down along with any other thoughts that immediately follow it. It doesn’t usually make sense right away… but this morning it did.

Usually I have to piece a puzzle together about who the message is for and why, but the crazy thing is – that I always do. I’ve come to really appreciate the situation for what it’s worth and it has been helpful a time or two.

Back to this morning. Barely stepped into the shower and I heard very clearly, “He’s coming.”

God was my first thought, but I immediately knew that that was wrong. My next thought was actually the opposite. “He,” meaning the darkness himself.

My discernment meter told me that this was correct and I tried not to be affected by the message… but I was. I don’t fear much after all I’ve been through and death is not the scariest thing to me. But the thought of him coming made me… uneasy, to say the least.

The rest of the message was about preparing and protecting yourself and the last part, I knew, was personal. It was about closing off the “portal” or “gate” to the other realm – because that’s how he and the rest of the darkness, would enter.

I’ve felt that one of my spiritual “jobs”, if you will, while I’m here is being a gate keeper to a portal that allows movement through dimensions or realms. My spirit does the work of deciding who goes where without me being much the wiser.

However, with the portal needing to be shut, I must now be the wiser.

I also feel that it is my obligation to pass on information and from there – it’s up to the individual who receives it to decide what to do with it. Some of you will hear this message with your subconscious and your spirit will react accordingly.

So consider this the alarm being sounded. Whether this will turn out to be metaphorical, a personal issue or otherwise, I do not know. But I figure it’s better to be safe then sorry.

I am by NO means any sort of prophet. Nor do I claim to be. Nor would I want to be. I am only acting as a ‘messenger’ and I would advise every single person to use their own judgement and discernment when reading my, or anyone else’s, opinions.

I’m not trying to induce a state of widespread panic either.

All I can say is, that I take this as a warning that the darkness is coming worse than usual and that the need for your inner light in this situation is absolute. Please just prepare, protect and shine the light. I figure that’s good advice – regardless of whether anything is coming or not.

Darkness controls 98% of the Population


I love statistics. Mostly because 82% of statistics are made up on the spot.

But I heard this one today and I am leaning towards agreement, and if not – it seems pretty darn close.

I heard that the darkness holds the power over the minds of 98% of the population.

How does it sit with you? Do you believe that you are within the 2% that hold their own power and who are above the mind control and influence of the darkness?

Do you think for yourself? Are you in control of your mind and do you act in accordance with your own thoughts and feelings?

If you eat too much and eat unhealthy, you are being controlled. If you have addictions or habits of any kind, then you are being controlled. Do you dwell on greed, looks, ego, popularity and vanity? Controlled.

Do you let TV, politics, public opinion, social media or even religion influence you too highly?

Do you fear death, hell or anything else? Controlled.

Unfortunately the control starts in the womb and takes hold of the young and puts its claws in young adults and then has you completely by the time you’ve reached adulthood.

Darkness has set things in motion to where they just sit back and watch as humanity eats whatever they feed it and not only that – begs for more.

If this upsets you or you are in disbelief… dare I say, controlled?

Only those who break free of the darkness’ chains and mind control truly live in the way that the light intended; As a free thinker without fear.

That means – question everything. Don’t allow the negative thoughts that seep into your mind take up residence, seed, grow and fester.

Don’t allow yourself to be influenced by mainstream things or things meant to divide us as a human race.

Know that every single person could break free from the darkness’ hold and that there would be plenty of resources, land and prosperity to go around.

We are fed fear day and night. Don’t buy into it in any form. And please don’t spread it.

Death is a part of life and anything that puts you in fear of that is tricking you. It’s part of what we are here to do.

To live. And to die. Both. They are both beautiful and purposeful and if you live without fear of death, you may be able to rise above the darkness waiting for those in fear at the gates.

Depression, anxiety, addiction, the need for power or control and drifting without purpose… all influenced by the darkness.

You have the option of taking back your power and refusing to be controlled any longer. Think for yourself and don’t be tricked by negative thoughts or outside influences.

You are a very powerful, beautiful and strong light being here with a purpose. Never forget that.

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Don’t allow negative things to take away your inner peace.


On my homefront there were 3 active shooters at a local mall who shot 2 people and scared the hell out of everyone else in the vicinity.

This makes people anxious to go out in public, and makes them afraid for the safety of themselves and their loved ones. Here’s where your inner peace comes in handy.

If you allow yourself in your mind to go to those scary places that cause you fear and you come up with a game plan of what your reaction might be – you can relieve yourself of some of the fear by being mentally prepared in your mind.

I’m not saying to dwell on it – quite the opposite. What I mean is – allow your brain to go to the scary place. Visualize what your plan of action to the situation may be… and then store it away for a day that will probably never come. But if it does – at least you are mentally prepared to deal with it.

Death is a part of life and some people die so tragically that our brains do not want to go there. Unfortunately that only causes more anxiety and stress.

See a therapist if you feel it would help for them to walk you through this, but otherwise – don’t allow the situation to rob you of your inner peace and living your life.

Me, personally, if someone pulls a gun on me and I don’t think I can safely run away – my plan is to get down on my knees and pray. Pray for the shooter, myself and my family. That’s my plan. I have come to my own personal peace with this and it has honestly helped take fear out of most situations.

That and the fact that I’m trying to live my life in a way that I clear my conscience every day and try not to wrack up any more things I might regret in my last breaths.

You can apply this to any situation that scares you or gives you anxiety.

Inner peace is important. It helps with not only your own life but with the balance of the world. Don’t let negative things rob you of that.

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What do you fear? My guess is -everything.


We kiss our children goodbye, or we were kissed goodbye as children, at one point in our/their lives and the words “Be careful” or “Watch out for (insert things to fear here)” are spoken.  We are implanting fear in them – just as we, ourselves, have had fear implanted in us throughout our entire lives. But why?

Fear doesn’t allow us to experience our best lives as our highest selves and it also stops us from pursuing our dreams and living life to the fullest. Fear creates anxiety and that is one of the biggest problems plaguing our world right now.

If you had to put all of your fears inside of a box… how big of a box would you need? And how long would it take you to put them all in there? Do you fear change? Do you fear success? Do you fear dying? Do you fear living? Do you fear being offended??

What would it take for you to not only put all of those fears in a box but to also throw them off a cliff so that they may never return. Oh, wait, are you afraid of heights??

Could I pay you enough money to do it? Could I simply reassure you that your life will change and all for the better if you would even just consider it?? What would it take?

Fear has governed my life until this past year.  AND it does me absolutely no good to be afraid of things. Some say it is an innate sense that helps keep you alive. I say that it is a learned behavior that stops you from living your best life. If you stop and take the fear out of a situation, what are you left with?

For example, Lee (ex-husband who I am dating again) fears (or just doesn’t like) conversations with me about patriotism, religion, politics and guns. Today we somehow slipped into a conversation about pride in countries and I asked him why he hated talking about it. He just expects people to be patriotic and if they aren’t – he doesn’t want to hear about it. My point was that in the future, I hope we can set all guns down, no longer engage in wars, get rid of pharmaceuticals and drugs (for the most part) and live in a basically self governing peaceful, compassionate society. Allowing people to come and go freely without borders. Immediately his mind tells him to fear this… because of the controlling, fearful society we have been raised in. We are taught to fear foreigners because they mean us harm, are criminals and carry disease (every country seems to feel this way about every other country, lol). We are taught to fear life without guns because without them… how do we kill the bad guys? (I said EVERYONE puts the guns down. Crazy notion, I am aware, but mark my words it will happen). We are taught that pills are medicine, because as long as a doctor prescribes it, how could it be bad? We are taught to remember history because if we don’t – it’ll repeat itself (what if I told you – that’s one of the reasons why it is repeating itself?)

We are taught to believe what we are taught at home and in schools. We are taught not to question anything and to fear everything because it keeps us controlled and subdued.

I say fear nothing.  And start with death, because if you can conquer the fear of that… everything else will be a breeze.

I think it’s sad that I have to keep fear on my list of daily things to conquer.  Because it is everywhere, inside of everything… especially in all of us humans. And I no longer wish for it to live inside of me.

Be brave and fear not. Everything is a lesson or a blessing. There’s nothing to fear.