Darkness controls 98% of the Population


I love statistics. Mostly because 82% of statistics are made up on the spot.

But I heard this one today and I am leaning towards agreement, and if not – it seems pretty darn close.

I heard that the darkness holds the power over the minds of 98% of the population.

How does it sit with you? Do you believe that you are within the 2% that hold their own power and who are above the mind control and influence of the darkness?

Do you think for yourself? Are you in control of your mind and do you act in accordance with your own thoughts and feelings?

If you eat too much and eat unhealthy, you are being controlled. If you have addictions or habits of any kind, then you are being controlled. Do you dwell on greed, looks, ego, popularity and vanity? Controlled.

Do you let TV, politics, public opinion, social media or even religion influence you too highly?

Do you fear death, hell or anything else? Controlled.

Unfortunately the control starts in the womb and takes hold of the young and puts its claws in young adults and then has you completely by the time you’ve reached adulthood.

Darkness has set things in motion to where they just sit back and watch as humanity eats whatever they feed it and not only that – begs for more.

If this upsets you or you are in disbelief… dare I say, controlled?

Only those who break free of the darkness’ chains and mind control truly live in the way that the light intended; As a free thinker without fear.

That means – question everything. Don’t allow the negative thoughts that seep into your mind take up residence, seed, grow and fester.

Don’t allow yourself to be influenced by mainstream things or things meant to divide us as a human race.

Know that every single person could break free from the darkness’ hold and that there would be plenty of resources, land and prosperity to go around.

We are fed fear day and night. Don’t buy into it in any form. And please don’t spread it.

Death is a part of life and anything that puts you in fear of that is tricking you. It’s part of what we are here to do.

To live. And to die. Both. They are both beautiful and purposeful and if you live without fear of death, you may be able to rise above the darkness waiting for those in fear at the gates.

Depression, anxiety, addiction, the need for power or control and drifting without purpose… all influenced by the darkness.

You have the option of taking back your power and refusing to be controlled any longer. Think for yourself and don’t be tricked by negative thoughts or outside influences.

You are a very powerful, beautiful and strong light being here with a purpose. Never forget that.

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Massive Energy Shift – Hold on

I feel like I should pass on some information that has come to me in various forms. The reason that I am sharing it is because I feel it within myself and I see it happening all around me.

We just landed in a downward energy shift for the whole planet. It is a drop in the energy wavelength that courses through all of us. But there is a purpose for it.

When you feel the most despair is when your true colors show. How you react and who you turn to matters.

I suggest turning to God at this time.

For those of you who don’t believe, please don’t take offense. I am sharing what I believe to be true. I would ask for you to search yourself and meditate or pray on this to discern my, or anyone’s messages, ever.

I pray people do turn to Him and that they don’t turn to suicide, drugs, alcohol or isolation.

This is going to be a true test of resolve.

Please hang in there because I believe that the other side of this energy wave is going to be worth sticking it out.

Love and light to you all.


May I introduce you to the darkness? Honestly though, you’ve probably already met…

Do you ever get those super negative thoughts that creep into your mind and say things like you aren’t good enough? Or that you are fat? Or not pretty? It is my belief – that THAT IS the darkness. There are thousands of people in the world right now listening to what the darkness has to say without knowing how to fight back and they are losing the battle to the point of giving up and even commiting suicide.

Let me start from the beginning; I had a spiritual awakening this last year and many things became oh so very clear to me. One of them was that we, as humans, are definitely at war. But not the kind you fight with guns and bombs, the kind that is fought spiritually. Mentally. The kind you win with compassion, love and light.

Whether you are religious, spiritual or even just believe in aliens, I feel that there’s a way that you can connect and latch on to this theory. Religious people understand what the darkness is to be satan and demons, or fallen angels and hell. Spiritual people believe somewhat of the same except for that they basically call the thought of the devil – low, dark and negative energies. Same difference from where I’m sitting. Now for the alien believers or “X-filer”s as I will refer to them just this once… If you can believe that there are other planets with humanoids on them and also other planets with non-humanoids and both contain good and menacing beings, you might be able to understand that those menacing beings are the darkness and that they use mind control and probing to implant negative thoughts in your mind and make you have self esteem issues and force you to make decisions based off of your ego and pride instead of reality and compassion.

The darkness exists in all realms, on all planes and dimensions and if you are not aware, it can creep up and cripple your mental well-being and fill your mind with doubt and with poisonous thoughts. In this battle that we are in, which I feel is the ultimate battle for souls and the battle of light and dark, the dark arm themselves by using technology and our thoughts of ourselves and also how we view others, against us. Social media, news, cell phones, movies and television shows aide in tearing us apart as a human race and they all help force the darkness deeper down our throats to the point where we are choking ourselves to death. I am not saying they are all bad and to stay away completely but limiting your time with them wouldn’t hurt and also putting them into perspective as far as how much they are affecting you and also using good judgement to decide if, when and how much you rely on them.

It may sound ridiculous to say out loud but the only way to fight and win this particular, most important, life changing, earth saving battle is by filling yourself up with love and light and putting compassion in your heart and mind in ALL things. Regardless of what comes at you, if you know it’s the darkness speaking and trying to break you down and make you fail then it’s easier to fight back and say, “You have no power over me. I love myself and others and I will not allow you to control my life or my brain any longer.”

I have prayed and asked for the gift of discernment:

  1. 1.
    the ability to judge well.
    “an astonishing lack of discernment”
  2. 2.
    (in Christian contexts) perception in the absence of judgment with a view to obtaining spiritual direction and understanding.
    “without providing for a time of healing and discernment, there will be no hope of living through this present moment without a shattering of our common life”

Discernment is something I believe we all possess, but I wished for mine to be absolute. Discern for yourself any messages that you get from me or that are in your head or that you hear anywhere else… Decide for yourself if that is really you putting yourself down and holding you back. Or comparing you to someone else and making you feel jealous. Or anything negative at all. I would wager that it is all the darkness and you can have power over it. You can be a warrior of the light and survive this battle on the beautiful, compassionate, loving, caring, peaceful bright side.

First and foremost learn to love yourself… like a mother loves her newborn baby or like how the creator loves you. And then learn to love others in the same way and see the good and light inside of all of them. No matter who they are, where they live, or what they have done – in your mind fill them up with love and light and have compassion for them as a fellow human being. If we all stand together and shine our lights, the darkness can no longer exist and the war will be won.

Shout Out to Parents of the Suffering Children


My youngest son, who is 19, is suffering. I cannot tell you how much that makes me, as his mother, suffer. Sitting behind the cop cars along the side of the freeway last night as my husband went to see my son who had just jumped out of his girlfriends moving vehicle on the freeway going upwards of 70 mph… I think I legitimately had a heart attack.

Whenever the phone rings I  hesitate for just one moment – knowing that it could be a “good” day or a “bad” day. Either way, it will be like that of a roller coaster and I fear I won’t have the correct answers therefore sending him into a downward spiral. I love my son, just like I love all my children and grandchildren, more than anything that has ever loved anything… so how do I put the power of love to use and save him? I wrap my loving arms around him literally and figuratively as often as I can. I also reassure him as often as possible, listen when he wants to share and offer advice when I feel he’s open to it.

My husband and I have had a rocky relationship in the past but for the past 6 months or so it’s been probably the best it’s ever been. However, I feel that wedge coming between us – that wedge that starts building every time we disagree about something, usually child related. We are extremely different types of parents, but regardless of the difference in our parenting styles, I feel that the amount of love we have for our children is equal in my eyes. I want so badly to save my son. I honestly want to save my marriage. I gave up on saving the world. Is there anything that I can save?

Reaching out to other humans in these matters is such a touchy situation. You never know if people can handle the information until it’s too late. Last week when my son cut his arm deeply 3 times from wrist to elbow with a kitchen knife in front of his dad and me and his injuries were so severe that the police “pink slip”ped him (Police request to hold a patient under professional care for a certain number of hours or until released by a licensed professional), I hesitated telling anyone. And what good does it truly do anyways? I get sick to my stomach with all of the emotions that these situations invoke in others. God forbid if they have dealt with something like it in the past and they have to relive it. And it leaves people in a sticky situation on how best to respond as well. I mean… is there really any protocol on how best to respond to a situation like that?

At this point I consider myself somewhat of an energy worker and healer and I will tell you there is nothing on this earth that I have tried whether holistic or western that has truly helped me in this situation. The only solace I take is in knowing in my heart where people go when they leave this earth and knowing that if anything takes anyone that I love away from me prematurely for any reason, that they will be with me in spirit and I will meet them across the veil when my time comes.

But enough about that. Please God hear my cries when I ask you to let me keep him a while longer. Silence the darkness in his mind and help heal his heart and instill within him the absolute knowledge of the unconditional love and the compassion that I feel for him – that you feel for all of us and let him know just how much he means to the world… and to me.

Or is it pure selfishness trying to keep someone here that expresses the desire to leave?? I’m going to answer no because I still think that I can convince him that life is worth living. And maybe he will hear me this time. And I won’t get another phone call that feels as if my heart has been shattered into a million tiny pieces…

Please just let me keep him.