Sound the alarm

It is imprinted in my brain that if I see the enemy coming and don’t sound the alarm to warn the others, than I am no better than the enemy.

I receive a lot of messages. It is a very interesting process that starts with what seems to be a thought planted in my head. I always recognize it as something foreign and then I usually write it down along with any other thoughts that immediately follow it. It doesn’t usually make sense right away… but this morning it did.

Usually I have to piece a puzzle together about who the message is for and why, but the crazy thing is – that I always do. I’ve come to really appreciate the situation for what it’s worth and it has been helpful a time or two.

Back to this morning. Barely stepped into the shower and I heard very clearly, “He’s coming.”

God was my first thought, but I immediately knew that that was wrong. My next thought was actually the opposite. “He,” meaning the darkness himself.

My discernment meter told me that this was correct and I tried not to be affected by the message… but I was. I don’t fear much after all I’ve been through and death is not the scariest thing to me. But the thought of him coming made me… uneasy, to say the least.

The rest of the message was about preparing and protecting yourself and the last part, I knew, was personal. It was about closing off the “portal” or “gate” to the other realm – because that’s how he and the rest of the darkness, would enter.

I’ve felt that one of my spiritual “jobs”, if you will, while I’m here is being a gate keeper to a portal that allows movement through dimensions or realms. My spirit does the work of deciding who goes where without me being much the wiser.

However, with the portal needing to be shut, I must now be the wiser.

I also feel that it is my obligation to pass on information and from there – it’s up to the individual who receives it to decide what to do with it. Some of you will hear this message with your subconscious and your spirit will react accordingly.

So consider this the alarm being sounded. Whether this will turn out to be metaphorical, a personal issue or otherwise, I do not know. But I figure it’s better to be safe then sorry.

I am by NO means any sort of prophet. Nor do I claim to be. Nor would I want to be. I am only acting as a ‘messenger’ and I would advise every single person to use their own judgement and discernment when reading my, or anyone else’s, opinions.

I’m not trying to induce a state of widespread panic either.

All I can say is, that I take this as a warning that the darkness is coming worse than usual and that the need for your inner light in this situation is absolute. Please just prepare, protect and shine the light. I figure that’s good advice – regardless of whether anything is coming or not.

Awakened vs Asleep

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What does it mean to be consciously “awakened?” And how do you know if you’re “awake” or “asleep?”

It honestly means different things to different people because we all experience a different version of something that happens to change our perception of the world, ourselves and others.

There are a few key things that come to my mind to differentiate between an awakened, or awakening, person and one who is still “sleeping.”

Sleepers focus on the 3D “matrix” world problems and are usually concerned with things like local and national “news,” politics, politicians, patriotism, country, illegals and protecting their gun rights.

They are actually quite comfortable being “controlled” by the 3d matrix governments and people who pull the strings behind the scenes because it’s what they know and are used to.

They believe that their generations are better than any others and that the newest generations are weak and lazy. They hold on to their ways and speak down about others that they do not understand.

They blame parents for not “kicking enough ass,” when what they don’t realize is that there is a reason for the newest generations and that they are super important, just as good AND – will eventually save the world.

Unfortunately, they do believe and/or feel that a war is at hand – but they are confused, usually by the media, about who (or what) it is we are truly at war with.

When you awaken, all of those things usually fall away because something in your heart softens and something in your mind switches on.

Peace, love, compassion, understanding and concern for things like the environment and animals.

Suddenly you may become concerned with one time use plastics and the ocean and you feel a common link with all of humanity. You may even become compassionate and realize that all other people are humans, (teehee) too, and that we all deserve a life of safety, “freedom” and plenitude of good food and clean water.

You become hyper aware of what you’re putting in your body and you start craving less sugar and processed food and more of organic, natural food.

You start reconsidering your career path and also weighing the options of the people and places you surround yourself with and put yourself in because the “energy” of it all affects you.

Synchronicities become almost ridiculous. Almost as if they are just showing off.

You may feel a spike in your intuition and even feel “psychic” at times.

You may notice that you can see and/or feel other dimensions around you and you become like the ghost whisperer.

Dreams may become vivid, maybe lucid and sometimes super strange.

You may start to feel more spiritual and reconsider your concept of God and religion.

Maybe you get a massive alien vibe and realize how connected we are to the stars. Then you may stand outside and wait for your alien friends to come and get you… maybe that’s just me.

Please do not get this twisted though… awakened people have a purpose and so do the sleepers. Awakened people must still coordinate to the best of our ability with the 3D matrix and sleepers until something massive changes and either wakes them all up, or…?

If you start hearing things like, “the collective,” “the light,” “warrior,” “star seed” or anything pertaining to these words or subjects, you’re probably in the middle of your awakening.

And if you don’t, then you may be one of the people who are asleep and you will only awaken when you are darned good and ready!!

Picture Credit: https://higherdensity.wordpress.com/2017/06/15/the-49-symptoms-of-spiritual-awakening-by-life-coach-code-6-15-17/

20 Tips for the Newly Awakened

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To those who are just now coming on-line to the light and the love that is:

I realize that many individuals are starting to see, think and feel different from before. I have a few tips and tricks to help guide you through the process.

1 – When you see numbers such as 1:11, 11:11, or even 3:33 a lot – it is low key a message from your higher self, angels and ancestors. You don’t need to know what it means, although you can look deeper into it, but just know that you are being loved and guided every step of your journey.

2 – Watch a few movies like “Star Wars” and “The Matrix” to get just a feel of what is going on here.

3 – Realize that you don’t live in the world that you thought you did and that unlearning your whole education and starting over might be helpful. 😁

4 – If you feel yourself awakening – you more than likely will go through the “dark night of the soul,” which can be horrifying and real life scary but ultimately you will come through it stronger and more resilient than ever. (Dark night of the soul is basically you fighting your own demons and clearing you and your ancestors akashic records, which is awesome, by the way!, it lasts different amounts of time for different people)

5 – Realize that you are not alone… like, literally, ever. But it’s not scary or weird. The other dimensions that are constantly around you that consist of all kinds of energies can’t see you naked or anything, they just see your energy outline in a color of light that is your “aura.”

6 – Get used to “downloads” of information. Usually while you sleep or are in the shower. If you meditate, prepare for some serious connections and answers.

7 – Don’t try to figure it all out because it’ll drive you mad. You’re going to get pieces of so many puzzles and most of them don’t even go together but it doesn’t matter. Just hold on to them and stay strong, light and positive. They will all come together when they should. (Throw linear time out the proverbial window 😉)

8 – The main objective is love. Self love first, love for earth and other beings and creatures second. Third, love for everything else. Literally all love, all the time.

9 – Learn how to clean your energy and your space. So many different methods but a few are: burning sage, opening windows and doors and with rocks and crystals. I’m to the point where I can walk in any room and close my eyes and think of an energy “sonic boom!” And the whole place is cleared for me for a decent amount of time.

10 – Look for like minded groups about awakening, enlightenment, kundalini, ascension, star seeds, light workers, pleadians, lemurians, etc., and people having to do with all of that, on social media and follow them. You’ll learn a lot really fast. But remember, everyone’s awakening journey is different, so just take it for what it is worth. Apply what you like and discard what you don’t need.

11 – We create our own reality, so the more positivity, love, light, rainbows and butterflies you can throw at us, the better.

12 – Turn off the fake news and anything that brings your vibration down or makes you feel heavy. Also eat foods with that same thing in mind. Keep it light and light. Everything is energy and what you eat or pay attention to… you are.

13 – Realize muggles, who are not enlightened, nor do they want to be, are everywhere. You can spot them by their obsession with matrix issues such as politics, government and judgement. Love them, too, but don’t try to change their mind or convince them that matrix things don’t matter. They will find all of that out when they are ready. Just love them.

14 – Learn what true self care is and apply it to your life in every way possible. Stay hydrated, eat well and sleep as much as your body requires that is possible for your life.

15 – Understand that the universe and your higher self are in charge now and they may force things on you or away from you that you don’t understand at the time, but learn to trust the process. They know the ending and they know the road it takes to get there. Even if it’s rocky, it’s the best route for you on your journey and the best lessons will be learned and the best life will be experienced. So if they push a loved one away, or if somehow your job isn’t suiting you anymore and you all of the sudden have the desire to make changes in your life, don’t be afraid of change and don’t be afraid to fail. Because there is no fail. Only less regrets and more lessons learned.

16 – Yes, the universe wants you to clean up the planet. It’s true. Your sudden interest in getting rid of single use plastics and being concerned about waste management has a deeper purpose than you can even comprehend. So please, please, please do your part to reuse, recycle and waste not, want not. Gaia needs you desperately.

17 – Understand that what you whole heartedly believe today may not make sense tomorrow. It’s a continuous roller coaster of a learning experience. Understand that knowledge is infinite and just keeping an open mind and an open heart will go a long way.

18 – There is no longer “right” and “wrong”. That’s an ego thing that doesn’t matter. It is or it isn’t for each individual. And that may change tomorrow…

19 – Some people will feel the change. Some will see it. Some will know it. Any combination of those or all of the above, works. Just know that love, light and compassion will soon reign where darkness, greed and power have stood for too long.

20 – To summarize: Learn to manifest your best reality, love yourself, the earth and others and hold the light. And that’s how we create the future of prosperity and compassion for future generations.

Please learn to discern any information you come across because that will be your biggest ally. Also, feel free to ask me, or someone you trust who is going through this, about literally ANYTHING. Nothing is too weird or cooky for me.

There are books and websites and podcasts and feeds on all of this. Too much information, really. Don’t get lost in it all… or do.

I finally found answers with Victor Oddo, who helps guide you through the ascension process, and Lee Carroll, who channels “Kryon”. I would highly suggest either of them as resources for information.

Love, light and balance to you all. I truly love all of you and I’m so grateful to be here, right now.

Photo credit and information on how to read the Akashic records:

How to Read the Akashic Records and Heal Your Soul?

Dreams of Rapture

I was standing outside with my daughter Kaya and her step sister. I noticed the beautiful white fluffy clouds and how many of them there were and how they appeared to be sitting perfectly on top of each other.

At the moment I’m not sure where we were but it was an outdoor event and there were a lot of people there.

All of the sudden the sky turned dark and the clouds black and they turned into a liquid, oily substance and started pouring out in mass quantities onto the earth.

People started running and panicking and then we were inside. I grabbed my phone and started trying to call Lee. I needed to touch base with him and make sure he was ok. He didn’t answer and I kept trying. To no evail.

Looking out of the windows I saw that out of the surface of the earth broke through a giant octopus type of creature with huge arms that had suction cups on the bottom of them and they would methodically reach down and pick up individuals by the top of the head and take them with as they rolled across the earth.

It hit me instantaneously that this was the historic even that I had been waiting for. The end times were here and the chosen people were being taken.

I tried to reach Lee one more time but the line was dead now and only had a busy signal.

I realized that I, more than anything, wanted to be grabbed by the suction cup and taken from the future that was now imminent and dark for this planet.

I ran back outside thinking my chances were better if I were more accessible but knew in my heart of hearts that if my name wasn’t already on the elusive list to be saved then it wasn’t going to happen.

I saw 1 in about every 100 people being grabbed up and started getting ready to accept that my fate was one of despair now and that the dark oily liquid pouring out from the skies was just the beginning of the troubles that humans left here would have to endure.

Just when I thought all hope was lost, I saw a massive arm coming down from the sky with such force that when it hit the ground directly in front of me it broke the concrete into pieces.

The suction cup end of the arm was facing downwards so I wasn’t taken up by the top of my head. The end of the arm came to a rounded point and it made a chair like shape.

Over filled with joy and relieved in every way possible, I knew this was my ride out. I walked over and stepped up onto the arm that was perfectly cupped to hold me and closed my eyes.

I immediately felt the sensation of being taken upwards at a rapid speed. A smile of epic proportions spread over my face as I awaited the time when I opened my eyes and saw my beautiful new future with massive purpose as the earth, all of its problems and my past, fell away.

Then I woke up.

I wonder if my dream version of the rapture is anything compared to what might possibly happen or if it truly is metaphorical. Regardless, it was one of the most interesting, vivid and lucid type of dreams that I’ve ever experienced.

I guess time will tell.

**Photo credit: treehugger.com

Purpose – Seeking answers, finding questions

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I’m still processing my experiences from this last week at the Kryon, Monument Valley Tour, and they were great, no doubt. However, for the most part I’m left with more questions than answers. And that seems to be the norm anymore. I go out seeking answers which I do not find. I do find way more questions.

I guess I should recognize by now that there are no answers, only choices. And there are no right or wrong choices – there is only the one you choose. And regardless of the outcome – it was exactly what you needed to experience at the time. Whether that be failure, success or otherwise.

I just keep waiting for an “A-ha” moment that honestly may never come. I thought if I would have had one anywhere, though, that it would be while I was among other people seeking higher vibrational existences. Now that I think about it further, if I did have one it would probably be somewhere way more random, like in the grocery store or something. And since I no longer go to the grocery store, I order on-line and they deliver, I’m probably the one keeping myself from having that moment.

Or maybe it truly never will. All I know is that I’ve had this awakening thing happen to me and it seemed so unique and amazing at the time and now my brain doesn’t even function the way that it used to. I can barely handle one task let alone multi-task, and that used to be my forte.

One great thing that did happen was that Lee ended up talking to a guy who was also a construction business owner who had awakened and had quite a unique experience himself and shared that with Lee.

Validation that I am not alone or nearly as crazy as I, and everyone else, thought is honestly priceless. It also poses more questions. If what I’ve gone through is real and other people are experiencing it, too… then, what now?

…to be continued… at an undetermined time.

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Have no fear. New energy is here.

I feel that these recent energy waves, specifically one that came through yesterday are extremely significant. Since my awakening some words have taken on a whole new meaning or depth and the word significant is one of them.

Another is absolute. When I say that word it is because I believe that there are no 2 ways about something.

So here’s the thing: reality is changing as we know it. Some of you may not have experienced it yet – but be assured that eventually you absolutely will.

There are varying degrees of the energies activating around people and some are more extreme and obvious than others.

My house is always extremely “lit up” with energy and sensitives who come here can feel it before they even get here and extremely well when they are here.

It drains every battery in and around the house over and over including vehicles. Computers, cameras, phones and anything involving electricity seem to have a mind of their own.

My phone is affected the most with my pictures disappearing almost immediately after I take them and they have for over a year now. The picture will show up for about a half a second and then the colors of it will start sliding sideways on the screen and then it goes grey and you can’t see anything. I’ve changed out my phone 3 times trying to solve this and have finally come to accept it.

My television one day wanted to watch an episode of “Supernatural” while my daughter and I both tried to put on “Mulan” for my granddaughter. The channel would not change. We even turned it off and on again and both of us tried.

The tv has also turned itself on at 3 a.m. with the volume all the way up on an old scary movie.

There are orbs that can be seen on every camera and recording in and around my house.

There are cold spots in the house and times when the heater acts weird and also when my ears ring and buzz louder than usual. I also feel pressure on parts of my body that make no sense.

I’ve had weird things happening to my bank accounts (not good things unfortunately) and other accounts lately that concern me because that’s going too far. Lol. When I call with a problem to any of the companies I hear the same response “This is really weird.” Or “That’s never happened before.”

None of this is said to strike fear. It is meant to be a P.S.A.

It’s so that when things like I speak of happen to you – that you don’t panic or fear it. I went through a traumatic awakening that was the scariest thing I can imagine still to this day. The biggest reason being my lack of knowledge or understanding.

If you can hear and accept the fact that the world has shifted and that you are part of that shift, your transition will hopefully be better than mine.

It’s going to take some time for the full effect of what’s happening to take place and also knowledge of the what, where and why will become available. Until then, have no fear. New energy is here.

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Haunted and then some… Do you Believe?

 

These are some really great videos of our “haunted” house in Copperton, Utah.  It was at a time when massive amounts of paranormal activity was happening all around me. I, and everyone else, thought I might be going insane.

See if you can see Gene Simmons from “KISS”s head in my garbage can in the first video.

The second video, where you can see a moving big ball of yellow, orange and red, is what I believe to be pure energy. That occurred right before it seemingly broke off of the wall and a massive portal opened up releasing all kinds of spirit things.

These were some of the most frightening times of my life.

Ghosts truly are real. They are just different than what people perceive them to be. That’s how I feel.

How do you feel?? Do you believe?