Heal Yourself

I have explained the shift in energies across the planet and now it’s time to do some work. Probably the hardest work you’ll ever do; heal yourself.

Start from the inside out and don’t leave any hurt left unhealed. There is no reason to carry the weight of the past with you any longer, no matter how big or small the hurt is.

See a counselor, do some major self care and let go of all of the bullshit expectations that you and the world put on yourself and strip down to nothingness and stand and look at yourself naked and then start rebuilding yourself from the inside out with nothing but love.

If you don’t love your body then imagine it as a vessel. A vessel that is only here to carry your true self across this thing called life. Love what the vessel does for you and let go of insecurity and doubt and love yourself freely and unconditionally.

We are all broken. You can’t heal yourself until you understand that. And when you do and you do the work to heal, that is when you are truly capable of loving another person in a pure and healthy way.

I love all of you and I am doing the work so that I may love you even better. I pray that you do the same.

We are all energy balled up in a vessel travelling this spot in the universe together. Let’s come together in pure love and start truly enjoying our journey.

Confessions of a liar

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Imagine a world where telepathy and intuition rules. Figure out how you’re going to lie in that type of society.

It can’t be done. This has weighed heavily on my mind as we prepare to go into a new consciousness of transparency.

So… I’m a liar.

Please feel free to judge me, but this is coming from a place of pure honesty and I figured I better get this out there… before everyone can read my mind. Obviously, I try to steer clear from the “big” ones as much as possible, but still – it happens.

I also get that we will all probably just naturally be better people by that time, but, just saying.

I also conduct social science experiments every day. Some are friends, some are family and some strangers. The truth that I see from these experiments is – that lying has become almost a necessity of our current society.

I can hear people freaking out, “I’m not a liar, I always tell the truth.” And I’ll let you sit in that – as long as you’re comfortable with it.

I think – that everyone lies.

There are all types of lies. People call them “white,” they call them “harmless,” but when it comes right down to it – a lie is a lie is a lie. Period.

I know people who hate liars and criminals but they are not opposed to fluffing those tax returns because it’s “Only fair.” Lol, some one just realized that they are a liar.

But it is ok… and it isn’t. Being in a new relationship and lying to your significant other because you don’t want to hurt their feelings justifies it, right? Lying to your spouse about how much you spent at the store is alright, right? “No harm, no foul?” Right?

Wrong. All lies. And honestly, all won’t even be possible coming into the new consciousness, so again, it makes me ponder how we’re all going to survive.

Me? I’ve been a liar since I was very little. I saw the whole action = consequence scenario and thought; there must be a better way.

As long as it’s believable, no one rats you out (Happens all too often) and you can sleep at night… right??

I’m not bragging or proud, I’m actually confessing… Because honestly there were rare an occasion when I was in trouble and thought “You know what would work out best in this situation? Honesty.”

Nope. I took my chances rolling the lie dice and it followed me into adulthood. I thought that maybe I would stop when I had children, but I actually ended up lying more to my kids.

The weird thing is that I actually felt bad for lying to them about Santa Claus and the tooth fairy, so go figure.

Don’t get me wrong, since I’ve been awakened, I do everything I can not to lie. I even pause before I answer people to make sure it’s the truth, truth. But I’m still not perfect, by any means. If I don’t want to go do stuff, I lie and say I gotta go do other stuff. Sorry everyone!!

I have pondered almost daily as to why me? I’m an extremely imperfect person with a checkered past. So why would I get chosen to be awakened and to get the chance to know the truths and focus on being a better human?

And that’s why… because if I can do it, anyone can.

Just remember, in the not so far off future, we won’t be able to tell someone they don’t look fat in those jeans. Unless we mean it.

… which is why I don’t even ask!

Artwork:

https://www.redbubble.com/people/bigraydesigns/works/22353764-liar-liar-pants-on-fire?p=ipad-case

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Massive Energy Shift – Hold on

I feel like I should pass on some information that has come to me in various forms. The reason that I am sharing it is because I feel it within myself and I see it happening all around me.

We just landed in a downward energy shift for the whole planet. It is a drop in the energy wavelength that courses through all of us. But there is a purpose for it.

When you feel the most despair is when your true colors show. How you react and who you turn to matters.

I suggest turning to God at this time.

For those of you who don’t believe, please don’t take offense. I am sharing what I believe to be true. I would ask for you to search yourself and meditate or pray on this to discern my, or anyone’s messages, ever.

I pray people do turn to Him and that they don’t turn to suicide, drugs, alcohol or isolation.

This is going to be a true test of resolve.

Please hang in there because I believe that the other side of this energy wave is going to be worth sticking it out.

Love and light to you all.

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Acceptance and the Great Divide

Humanity is going through it right now. There is a massive shift in consciousness and some are all too aware and others have no clue. But regardless, we must remain as “one.”

Right now, I, personally, feel a struggle from within to accept all humans and all behaviors and to get to a state of true acceptance and love.

For instance, I see grandparents and parents on social media condemning people who have abortions and calling them “murderers.” Then I see one of their family members who has had an abortion, for whatever reason, suffering at the hateful words of a loved one.

It is dividing us as humans and it saddens me to my very core. I struggle to understand how people can sit in judgment and ever condemn the actions of others when they don’t even recognize their own transgressions or the harm that they are causing others.

It is not for us to ever judge another human for any reason. We are only supposed to love and accept. Sadly, that’s probably the hardest concept for anyone to wrap their head around. Especially in this day and age.

It is great to have an opinion and choose to live your life a certain way. But when you impose that on others it only sets you up for judgement and hate. So all I can do is pray for peace and accepting times.

We were all given the gift of free will and must try to understand that others are free to exercise theirs as well.

We, ourselves, are the core root of any struggle and problem that we face. It’s time to start healing ourselves as individuals. Then and only then will we find peace.

When you are at peace with your transgressions – feel free to judge me for mine. But at that point – I don’t believe that you will.

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Perception is mind blowing

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The concept of perception blows my mind when I try to wrap my head around it. It has always baffled me as to how a group of people watching the same exact occurrence go down will each tell you different explanations as to what they perceived happened. And not one of them will be exactly the same.

Take 4 people and sit them at a card table, one facing each direction. Place a cereal box in the center of the table with each person looking at a different side.

Every single person is looking at the same box – but every person will explain differently what they see when looking at it due to their angle and line of sight.

An interesting point is that if it is in a language that they don’t understand, it’ll be harder for them to explain.

I used to think that people couldn’t change. I also believed in an eye for an eye. I used to say “I hate people,” and mean it. I also didn’t believe in God.

Every single thought above has changed for me, and significantly. Because what truly changed was my perception. I was able to reprogram my thought processes, and continue to do so every day. I leave everything I perceive to be truth as fluid so that in case new information surfaces, I am able to take it into account and make up my decision to keep or change the thought – based on that new information.

If you are willing to hear out what the others sitting at the table say as they explain what they are seeing, you just might be able to see more of the whole picture.

People can change. I am living proof of this. And if you choose to see that – it will become a reality for you.

It’s all up to you what you see. You decide if you sit at the table or not. You decide which chair to sit in and you decide whether to listen to other people’s opinions of what they see or not.

If you choose not to, life will be exactly what you make it. One sided.

If you choose to hear them out, you might experience life in a whole new way.

I choose to believe that people are good. I choose to believe that people can change. I choose to believe that there is a God and that his love for us is beyond comprehension.

I now choose positivity, love, light and balance and I choose to love each and every person on this planet. But most important of all, I think, is that I choose not to judge.

What do you choose to perceive?

***Photo credit from https://mmipeace.org/post/its-all-about-perception/

 

900th Follower and the Pineal Gland (completely unrelated probably)

I reached over 900 followers today on Instagram. I am feeling a type of way about it and thought I’d pick a subject to write about to celebrate.

How about the pineal gland?

I don’t remember learning about it in school at all except hearing, “We don’t know what it does exactly.” And talking about a “third eye” was considered “hokey” and not at all mainstream.

Little did I know…

From the moment we are born our energy and our power are stolen from us in various ways. One of those ways is covering up the majestic meaning and purpose of the pineal gland.

Located central in our brain, it not only controls melatonin release and helps regulate our circadian rhythm, but it is also the central source to a humans true power, intuition and balance in our lives. That is my absolute belief.

From steroids in meat to fluoride in water and aluminum in deoderant – the pineal gland is calcified by the modern world and rendered obsolete. Our true power is lessened and taken from us without us even knowing of its existence.

To seek to decalcify your pineal is to seek to find who you truly are, your power and your peace.

In my attempts to do so I have tried several things. I switched to distilled or spring water, deoderant sans aluminum and paraben, toothpaste without fluoride and I’ve done some fasts and cleansing but I’ve got a long way to go.

Other ways include clean food and water with little to no additives or preservatives, a plant based diet, meditation and prayer, healing chakras, clearing past trauma and lives and loving yourself unconditionally along with the rest of humanity.

I think it’s time the world learns the truth about human energy and power and the beginning of those teachings start with the pineal.

And that truly is just the beginning. History books will need to be re-written. Schools, government and politics will need to be reformed and designed with healing mother earth and sustaining and respecting human life for all.

When you discover your real power and learn to love yourself the world becomes a beautiful place. As it should be.

**photo credit: https://www.aspiritualhand.com/the-power-of-your-pineal-gland/

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Dreams of Rapture

I was standing outside with my daughter Kaya and her step sister. I noticed the beautiful white fluffy clouds and how many of them there were and how they appeared to be sitting perfectly on top of each other.

At the moment I’m not sure where we were but it was an outdoor event and there were a lot of people there.

All of the sudden the sky turned dark and the clouds black and they turned into a liquid, oily substance and started pouring out in mass quantities onto the earth.

People started running and panicking and then we were inside. I grabbed my phone and started trying to call Lee. I needed to touch base with him and make sure he was ok. He didn’t answer and I kept trying. To no evail.

Looking out of the windows I saw that out of the surface of the earth broke through a giant octopus type of creature with huge arms that had suction cups on the bottom of them and they would methodically reach down and pick up individuals by the top of the head and take them with as they rolled across the earth.

It hit me instantaneously that this was the historic even that I had been waiting for. The end times were here and the chosen people were being taken.

I tried to reach Lee one more time but the line was dead now and only had a busy signal.

I realized that I, more than anything, wanted to be grabbed by the suction cup and taken from the future that was now imminent and dark for this planet.

I ran back outside thinking my chances were better if I were more accessible but knew in my heart of hearts that if my name wasn’t already on the elusive list to be saved then it wasn’t going to happen.

I saw 1 in about every 100 people being grabbed up and started getting ready to accept that my fate was one of despair now and that the dark oily liquid pouring out from the skies was just the beginning of the troubles that humans left here would have to endure.

Just when I thought all hope was lost, I saw a massive arm coming down from the sky with such force that when it hit the ground directly in front of me it broke the concrete into pieces.

The suction cup end of the arm was facing downwards so I wasn’t taken up by the top of my head. The end of the arm came to a rounded point and it made a chair like shape.

Over filled with joy and relieved in every way possible, I knew this was my ride out. I walked over and stepped up onto the arm that was perfectly cupped to hold me and closed my eyes.

I immediately felt the sensation of being taken upwards at a rapid speed. A smile of epic proportions spread over my face as I awaited the time when I opened my eyes and saw my beautiful new future with massive purpose as the earth, all of its problems and my past, fell away.

Then I woke up.

I wonder if my dream version of the rapture is anything compared to what might possibly happen or if it truly is metaphorical. Regardless, it was one of the most interesting, vivid and lucid type of dreams that I’ve ever experienced.

I guess time will tell.

**Photo credit: treehugger.com